“I don’t have a plan.”
Honestly, I have always thought myself to be spiritually healthy. I have always deemed myself good enough because I go to church regularly, I serve, I pray (most times). I’m already one step ahead, maybe not one step ahead with everyone, but some. I feel that when I do reach that point of being feeling unworthy, confession is there to always turn things around.
I am not a Pharisee, the one you would read about in the Bible, I am simply human where all human aspects of life gets in the way of God’s plans in our lives. I know I have to work on being more open to His plan, but most of the time I am blinded by being stagnant and complacent in my faith. My though complex would be deemed minimalistic and I would have no reason to qualify as God’s masterpiece, because God is not a minimalistic God. He is a complete opposite. He sometimes just does not come off better than my plans. And most of the time, I fail to see His vision and mission for my life.
Help me to rely on Your plans for me.