I’m the rope, the tug of war between Jesus and the world. Most of the time I fall on the side where the world would always pull me closer and closer, but Jesus just won’t let go.
I really beat myself up when I think about how I do well at work and try to be an efficient and better employee, but when Jesus calls me to Him, I remember and then forget easily! Why? I hate it so much. It’s so easy for me to forget about God, but pleasing my boss and the people I work with- I work so hard for.
Okay… I’m not a bad. And I mean it when I say I’m serious with my faith. However, as I just said multiple times before, I am just a very distracted person. I know what I need to work on. I just need more of You, Lord. Help me desire more of You.