#BestLentEver – Day 5. Burden.

As I sat in reflection and thought about what God message for me today, I realized that I am so out of it. I couldn’t even make myself go to daily mass because I felt so lazy! I texted my boyfriend earlier today saying that I’m just not in the mood and that everyone was getting on my nerves. Might be the Monday blues… always blame the Monday blues. No. It’s this constant struggle or question within me that I cannot help but come back to over and over again…

What am I doing with my life?

I know… I know I shouldn’t complain. I know I should be thankful. I’m blessed to have this life… but I would always have that constant pressure or voice inside me yelling in my ears, “WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!” Am I just settling for something less than what I’m supposed to be doing? What am I supposed to do?

Help me to always have hope for things yet unseen.

PFM. PFW.

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Author: MK Gayos

Daily, I seek the inspiration of the Holy Spirit to deliver the message of the Lord. I aim to reach out to the unreachable, and everyday I strive to live a holy life. I know I am not perfect but I know God's love is real. I am a Catholic, a pro-lifer without a doubt and I desire to live and love purely. Disclaimer: The things I write about in this blog are my views entirely and do not reflect the views of my employer, or any of the organizations I am affiliated with.

3 thoughts on “#BestLentEver – Day 5. Burden.”

  1. God has a a great plan for your life. And you may already know that in your head. But what you may overlook is the fact that the season you are in right now, characterized by that constant pressure, struggle.. IT IS PART OF LEADING YOU TO THE PLAN! 😉

    Hugs & prayers from The Revolutionist!

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